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I help / you...DON'T.

- Every night lately, I dream of Aimee...even when I'm awake.

- Emily has no sense of appreciation.

- I kissed Kelsey on Wednesday (Aug. 3rd, 2011) for the 1st time.

-It was spur-of-the moment & GOOD.

- I tried to kiss Kacie the night after, only to realize her mind was in no place to return such an offer when she uttered "No", as her breath graced my lips...

- I kissed Erin tonight (as a birthday "goodnight"), as she exited my car...I needed a good kiss.
- Thanks, Erin.

* * * PLEASE: Everyone who is crazy - STOP MAKING ME FEEL CRAZY.

Neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeext Topic...

- I'm officially scared of dying in the next few years.

- Skin cancer, and then THIS?!?

- Everyone keeps asking why I seem a little less "chipper" lately...

- The spots are appearing faster.

- My palpitations are coming on faster, and more often.

- The pain is getting worse, and the treatment is NOT helping, thus far...

- Maybe if I keep smiling, everyone will just keep on thinking it's legitimate.

- I miss Aimee's touch.

- - - - - I miss not being a few years from the end.

Sooooo.....

Boy says: I'm...in LOVE with you.

Girl: DUMPS BOY.


- 2011 is off to a "good" start.

HOLIDAYS & Party Liquor...

I'm Alive.

Recents:

-Diggin' on some Aimee.

-Making classical tunes out da waZOO.

-Currently drunk on Pinot Grigio.

-Band = preparing to record first album.

-Starting to notice my age.....life - you sweet bastard, you.

-Note To Self: Buy a French Horn...

New blogspot account.....yaaay.

- STILL in the Army....

- Awaiting my orders to get out... they'll be here in the next week (supposedly).

- Me jolly bandmates & I recorded our first three songs this past Monday...

- ...songs can be found at www.myspace.com/loudestsilenceever

- I LOVE playing guitar.

- I need to buy margarine soes I can makes mahself the Mac'n'cheese that's been on my microwave for the last three months...

- Autumn's comin'!!!!!!! (Jacket-time, beeetches!)